I feel like there comes a point in your life when you realize you’ve just put up with too much insensitivity from the people around you. And quite frankly you’re done letting anything or anyone hurt you, your feelings, your heart, your mind, your body; all of it. You’ve been through some heavy bullshit in the last year that just about nothing can compare. So you build up some walls and you decide that maybe not forever, maybe not for the next decade but at least for awhile nobody is allowed inside them. You’ve found your left hand and your right hand man and that is good enough, and safe enough for now. The less you say to people and the less you have to do with people the less they have to talk about. But remember, they’ll talk about you anyway so you’re damned if you do and you’re damned if you don’t but if they can’t find me I think I’m better off than most.